I need help with writing my journal. I don't want to change the ideas of the book but I am wondering if prayer could be used in place of a journal? I have carpel tunnel and it is hard to write free hand and when I try and write sometimes I don't know what to say. It is hard for me to just be without a purpose but I think I need to learn to just be without a purpose. I have been taking a step back from my work and everything and what is coming out is a sense to improve myself, my health especially. I feel I am still young and have a lot of life ahead of me (47) but I have many health issues and sometimes a day is a struggle. Another struggle is finding a good work place to create art. I live in an apartment and there just isn't much room to spread out. I think I am just using excuses again but I am going to set some goals for my health and for my art today and write my letter at age 8.